Spinning in a lifeless moment

Dizzy
Overwhelmed
Confused
Exhausted
Gasping
Emotional
Migraines
Missiles exploding
War inside my mind
Battles on the field
Trying to decide
The true enemy
Revealed.

Runaway
Screaming
Baffled
Tearless
Jerk
Subliminal
Thirsty
Closed session
No therapist
No cave to hide in
Blankets with holes in them
What's the purpose if your useless??
Useless!

Sighing
Obnoxious
Hatemail
Escalating
Dirty
Ungrateful
Parachute
Jump without one
Land on nothing
Stand for nothing
Cutting evil side eyes
Anger doesn't slow the car down
Brakes

But guess what...they may be faulty.

The spin goes
The moment doesn't
Spinning in a lifeless moment

Joya
03.05.2014