Breaking down

Break down the real issues
Talk about insecurities
How I really feel, where's the tissue?
But I carry it well
In the hips verses it coming from my lips
Trying not to complain
Rain disguising my current mood
I make the weight of the world look good
Smiling when the weak would have been done otherwise
Resolutions giving temporary comfort
Wanting to shed layers
Screaming devil come for it
Wanting the craziness to be over with
Done with it
On hands and knees
Praying...
Not listening when I'm told to "Give it to Me"
Wanting instant satisfaction
Or at least a little gratification
My Soul needs to be fed
My mind put at peace
But then what will happen to me?

Joya
03.27.2014